Friends & Family,
What? It's already 2015? Time seriously just flies by... All of my days just run together.... haha
New
years was good!! Nothing special happened, which I was kind of sad..
but it's okay. What can I expect I'm a missionary. haha! :)
So one of our investigators is set to get baptized on the 24 of January, I am hoping that is still the case. She is amazing!! :)
This
week I experienced a hard trial for me. This less active we have been
seeing told us that she didn't want us to come over anymore... We talked
to her some more and she just wasn't interested anymore. My heart
broke.. I love this lady. I loved visiting her every week. On our way
home that I night I just starting crying. I was so frustrated.. and
upset. I can't imagine the love our Heavenly Father has for ALL of his
children. I am so hurt by this one lady but Heavenly Father experiences
this every day, watching his kids walk away. It's sad. But it comforts
me to know, even though His children go astray He still loves them!
On
a random note, on the way home from that less actives house we went to
go get gas. So I get out of the car at the gas station, and music was
playing... and the song was, "Don't you worry child." It was funny cause
I was sitting there FULL of emotions and didn't know what to do and I
was just praying that I will not be upset about it... and then that song
came on. haha Tender mercies. :)
This
may be a small and simple experience but it is meant a lot to me. It's
about recognizing God in your life. Even if they are small, but another
experience this week was, we were texting a member and I understood
what the text said but it made NO sense... That night I was so
frustrated... (it's obviously in Spanish) It was a bad day then I come
home and I am so confused about this text message... I went in my
room... and cried... ( I know, sounds dumb... but I was FRUSTRATED!!!!!
and the only person I wanted to talk to was my Heavenly Father) and I
prayed to God.. to help me. After my prayer... I got up off my knees and
the member we were texting called. So I answered. Everything was so
clear after that. It seriously was an answer to my prayer!!!!!! I love
my Heavenly Father and I have SUCH a strong testimony that we can pray
and ask him for ANYTHING... and I promise he will answer!!!!!!
It
is so funny.. I can't even talk in English.. Okay I can, but it's HARD.
My thought process is in Spanish now. Whenever I am trying to talk in
English.. Spanish words come to my mind. hahaha it is hilarious. I love
Spanish so much and I am so happy that I have the chance to learn this
beautiful language. :)
Gracias por todo y estoy muy agrecido por la opertunidad a servir nuestro Salvador.
Guarda la fe. cuidense MUCHO
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